Listening to: A twist in my story – Secondhand Serenade

I hate it when the one person I thought I could ALWAYS trust, tell anything and everything to, has to go and tell people what I’ve said. It sucks. Because I feel like, now that I can’t tell him what I’m thinking or what I feel, I have no one to talk to anymore. And to be honest, that feeling sucks.

So today, my parents told me I’m going to Rhode Island for a week during the summer with them. And this made me want to cry. Why? Because I was so happy. I am finally going somewhere where I can be away from everyone and everything here. Another thing she told me was that we might take a drive to New York City, and since going their is my dream, I really started to cry. She was freaking out like she normally does, being all mom-like and you know, and thought i was upset and I didn’t want to go, when really it was the opposite. I can’t wait for this summer, no lie.

“The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.”(: